being selfish

maybe I should be more selfish.

I don't need to give in my emotional so often.

and what else should I care about?

If study is my everything.

No New Room Available

No New Room Available

In my hostel...

Sad! :D

If I am in Malaysia, this shouldn't be my current problem.

Too bad I am studying at RSMU...

Fragrance of the Book

Haha... Just receive this email from my sister...

[  书香（稻香大学版）]
[  曲: 周杰伦   词: BirdtaN ]
[  专辑:  魔杰座（个人特加版）]
[  唱: BirdtaN  ]

大家好，我是 Bird
书香是因个人突来灵感而创作
来自于一位同学，正面对大学压力而想要放弃
想解开自己心中对大学压力的那份恐惧？
听听  书香  ！

※music※

对这个大学如果你有太多的压力
害怕了就不想继续读下去
为什么人要这么的脆弱懦弱
请你自己看看身边
多少人为学历在努力勇敢的读下去
我们是不是该努力
珍惜读书就算很大压力

还记得你说大学是你的梦想
随着书香课业继续奔跑
微微笑大学的压力我知道
不要哭让这首歌陪着你读书
把所有的压力全都忘掉
读书吧读到最后就美好

※music※ （好戏在后头）

不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的
读不到的课程换个课不就得了
为自己的大学鲜艳上色
先把书涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧..大学毕业就是目的
帮自己加油加油这才叫做意义
大学毕业文凭
终有一天飞到我手里   （哈哈）

所谓的那压力
面对读不完的书已读到怕了
作业学术研究企划到绝望了
还有考试呢
我靠着家人在我背后支持我拼下去
哦哦..  家人朋友支持让我更努力
哦哦..  就算结果失败都不会放弃
珍惜读书就算很大压力

还记得你说大学是你的梦想
随着书香课业继续奔跑
微微笑大学的压力我知道
不要哭让这首歌陪着你读书
把所有的压力全都忘掉
读书吧读到最后就美好

还记得你说大学是你的梦想
随着书香课业继续奔跑
微微笑大学的压力我知道
不要哭让这首歌的陪着你读书
把所有的压力全都忘掉
读书吧读到毕业就美好

 

Shall I?

Shall I skip all class and emphasize my remaining time for pending Exams and Tests?

Shall I ignore anything and concentrate on those subject which I haven't finish?

Shall I choose to continue to study in Russian State Medical University?

Shall I study in a far-drop-behind education environment?

Shall I still fake myself being a what-they-call "medical student"?

Shall I just give up everything and go back to Malaysia?

Or shall I fight the last battle to gain victory, and quit like a hero?

Academic Debts Last Call

Orps... due date 15th September...

15th September also will be the day new incomer coming in.

Perhaps I will be expelled and see the new student coming in? Or I can really strive through what people already done one semester in advanced? The trend and surrounding show me the first, but I believe I can done the second one.

Basically there is only 2 subjects waiting me to clear -- Anatomy test and Latin Language exam. But that is also the hardest one. Hopefully those teacher will allowed me to pass easily without giving me a lot of troubles.

Today I chat with my parent in Vivien's room. Err.. not good to be in her room so often thou. But the feeling of talking to my parent was great. I like to talk to them and they always try their best to solve my problem.

Anyway, I have to finish my exam and test first.

PS: Dad, the little-frog-air-humidifier is a nice one. The rice cooker also help me a lot. Thanks a lot!